HALOMON!

Wow, its been 2 years since my last post here. This post will actually be my life update, so what's goin on these past years? I kinda remember how my condition is in my last post, such a mess. And if I could go back to that time, i'll tell my 'past' self that 'Everything will be fine, enjoy it'. I'm so grateful that I actually enjoyed my sadness at that time, so that now I can be so grateful of what happens next. I can say that, Alhamdulillah for my life now. That summarizes everything. It actually begins last year, 2022. What a year! I finally resigned from my first job and get my dream job. I (unfortunately) got in a serious accident and major surgery that made me so blessed (not because of the accident), but because I really got a really big lesson from it. And the year is beautifully ended by meeting my (current) bf. I can't thank God enough, Alhamdulillah.

Jelas masih ingat rasanya bertahun tahun lalu saat aku ingin sekali menjadi dewasa, cetek memang, kupikir jadi dewasa semenyenagkan bisa beli apa saja yang kita suka tanpa harus dilarang-larang, sebatas itu.  Dan ya, entah di usia yang 26 ini aku sudah bisa dibilang dewasa atau belum, tapi apa yang kupikirkan waktu itu tidak sepenuhnya salah, sekarang aku bisa beli apa saja yang aku mau, Alhamdulillah. Namun tentu menjadi dewasa tidak berhenti sampai disitu, menjadi dewasa itu adalah tentang berjuang, berkorban, berteman dengan kegagalan dan kekecewaan, berperang melawan ego sendiri, proses berdamai dengan masa lalu, membiasakan diri terhadap penyesalan, dan usaha memenuhi berbagai tuntutan yang datang dari ekspektasi diri sendiri dan orang-orang disekitar. Tapi tenang mon, it's been going well. Setelah dipikir, masa kecilku berpengaruh besar terhadap kekuatanku berproses menuju dewasa. Keceriaan, kebahagiaan, semua yang terjadi di masa masa kecilku membuatku menjadi pribadi yang s...

I'm finally 26 years old! While spending my turning age time by doing working stuffs just like a typical adult, I'm taking some minutes to write this post. Hey Mon, thankyou and congratulation for passing 26 years of your life in such a supeeeeerrbbb way.  This year,  You might fail in some stuffs,  You might have a really bad times, You might suffer a real pain, You might spend a whole night crying, You might lose some persons, But you survived, you're great.  But yea, with all of the struggles u had this year, you still have more blessings to be gratefull for, thank God! I hope in your new age,  you'll achieve anything u dreamed of. Which means, you have to really struggle this year, you know u've wasted ur time too much before, right? I hope you'll be happy as always, even happier. I hope you'll escalate urself in many aspects (skills, knowledge, self control, religious-things, etc) I hope you'll be wiser  I hope you‘ll maintain your priority better I...

This year's been 3 months away, and it's been suck already, I got the worst battle against my own self. I got too many questions. I got too many things to get done. Well, a quarter-life crisis maybe? Or just me being weak and weaker each day, I'm exhausted, mentally, phisically, and emotionally.  I may know what I did wrong, and I just lay there with no struggle to get it fixed, hoping there'll be a miracle, then complaining why there's not any? Hahahaha, shoot! I'm asking:  Myself, am I being too hard on you? Or I dont push you enough instead? What's wrong? And my other self replying: All I know is I need a hug right now, I'll mind the rest later. 

Almost 4 months since our last time seeing each other, and the pain still feels exactly the same. And now, suddenly my shuffle playlist from soundcloud is playing ' Officially Missing You", while I am now...........missing you.

Hari ini 17 Agustus 2015 yang artinya hari ini adalah hari yg berbahagia buat Indonesia karena ulang tahun yang ke-70, Merdeka! Tapi sayangnya, hari ini bukan hari yang berbahagia buat aku :( Diawali dari subuh tadi, bangun bangun tenggorokan sakit, suara ilang serak serak gidu dah macem dewi persik, bang ipul manaaa bang ipuuul :)) Lanjut ceritanya mau cek hp kan, semalem ditinggal tidur sambil di charge. Pas dinyalain.......lah...kok.....baterenya cuma 24%, lah kan udh ditinggal di charge semaleman padahal, ada apa ini. Cek sana sini ternyata konektor chargenya rusak oglak aglik gitu, usut punya usut ternyata begitu gara gara disenggol ibuk huhu. Habis isya' akhirnya menuju jalan moses cari dekstop. Habis itu tiba tiba, tiba tiba bgt ini, pengen main ufo catcher di gale. Yaudah ke gale nih, sendirian. Pertama main ufo catchernya di game fantasia, nyoba 4 kali gagal mulu :( Akhirnya beralih ke kidzfun, udah nih gesek kartu, arahin catchernya, pencet button nya, dan...... DAP...

Haiholahoi! Btw lg mau cerita sesuatu nih mumpung dongkolnya masih sisa dikit skrg haha. Jadi hari ini, 13 Agustus 2015 jadwalnya kelas semester pendek jam 12.40. Siap- siap dah tuh habis adzan dzuhur, eh pas liat jam udah jam 12.50, ngebutlah langsung cus ke kampus. Dijalan sih sebenernya ga ngebut bgt juga,  tiba tiba di pertengahan jalan raya ada bapak2 dr sebelah kiri mau nyebrang pake motor, nyelonong aja gitu seenak jidat gak liat kanan kiri dulu, dikira jalan yang make dia doang kali ya :( Mana lagi mayan ngebut, hectic takut kelamaan telat, jadilah emosi nyalain klakson, TEEEEETTTTTOOOOTTT gitu, eh bapaknya kaget ehehe maap ya pak, salah situ jg sih. Udh kan tu sampe kampus, untung masih boleh masuk cihuyy. *skip skip* Kelas selesai. Habis dari kampus udah ada rencana mau cari kabel otg di kranggan. Menujulah saya kesana. Sampe disana masuk ke salah satu toko, disambut sama mbak2 pelayan : 'cari apa mbak?' 'cari kabel otg ada mbak?' 'oh ada mb...

Hai ! Lagi galau ceritanya. Galau karena waktu jalannya kecepetan, gak mau nungguin aku yang jalannya pelan ini :(  Akhir- akhir ini lagi sadar, aku udah 18 tahun. Lagi mikir juga udah ngapain aja selama 18 tahun ini. Rasanya sia- sia semua, lagi sadar banyak kesempatan yg nggak dipergunakan dengan baik. Dan sekarang, bisa apa? Yaudah. Cuma bisa kecewa, dan cerita disini. Ah lagi sedih juga nih beteqqqqzzzz huh bosen bgt ternyata kuliah ini huh. Lagi kangen suasana smp sma juga :””)))) Kangen smp, jaman alay yang tak terlupakan. Jaman BHARA geng hitz paling hacep kerjaannya pinjem duit bendahara buat memenuhi hasrat jadi anak gaul , jaman chz, jaman jadi anak distro, pulang sekolah nongkrong di taman pintar, nongkrong di perempatan malioboro foto- foto padahal masih pake seragam, jaman main teroos huhu ini bikin borosss bgt, kemana- mana naik bis, jaman aib semua terkumpul disana hahahahaaa X”))))) Jaman SMA.....   Jaman kelas 1 kemana- mana berdua mulu sama H...

Hai hai hai hai!! Hihi, i'm so excited right now to tell you all 'bout the trip I took this holiday. I did this trip with my friends, here they are Ya, we're so gabut during this holiday so we decided to go somewhere we've never been before. And because of Togar is studying in UNS and she rents a kost there, so we chose to go to Solo. Besides that, it's also not too far from Jogja. It just takes  about 1 hour by train. And here the story begin.... So, on 29th Jan morning we gathered at dheci's house. After all of us came, we headed to Lempuyangan station, bought tickets, waited for the train, and went to SOLOOOOO!! Wohooooo. We arrived in Solo at 9 o'clock, then the first destination we chose to go is Solo Grand Mall. Hmmm, nothing special at this mall, it's just like other usual malls. After we looked around the mall, we decided to find breakfast. There are many food avalaible in front of SGM, like angkringan, bubur ayam, bakso, mi ayam, and ...

       Holla Molla! :) Mmmmm......so, next Monday I will face the midterm exam and I haven't studied at all, yea as usual. And do you know what did I do the whole day? I make a doodle of my self. YIPPIIYEAAAA =)))) Wanna see? Me =)))) Still amateur, I know -_- Yah, I think I have to study now or I will get bad grades on my midtest. As you know, accounting is SO FUCKING NJLIMEETTTTT!!!  Ciao!

Kenapa nggak pernah main- main ke mimpiku lagi, Pak?

UNAS, 2 more weeks. Honestly, I'm not ready yet :| Chemist, Physic, Mathematic, Biology. What are those things? Are those such names of food? Hah???! *sigh* Okay. Enough! I MUST BE CEMUNGUTTTT. I KNOW I CAN!!!! YEAH (҂'̀⌣'́)9

Hi everybody! Hm, at first I'd like to say Happy Valentine's Day for you all, hope you have a lovely day surrounded by those you love and care about ♥ Yeah, now i'm gonna tell you about one of the happiest day ever in my life! So last Saturday, I fortunately could meet RAN!!!! FYI, I've been their fanatic fan since I was in 6th grade of Elementary School haha. They came to Jogja because there was an event which made them as the guest star. And before the show, they had interview schedule with some radios in Jogja. So, me and my friend came to the radio where they had interview schedule (the interview schedule was on the school time, so me and my friend skipped the last 2 hours) , and finally I could meet them! Awww they're very friendly and kind, and it was such a pleasure to meet them :))  

Siang itu, saat aku memasuki kelas di sudut lorong sekolah untuk mengambil pakaian gantiku, tak sengaja mataku bergerak menuju jendela yang ada didepanku, dan terarah pada sepasang mata indah seseorang diluar sana. Mataku, matamu, mata kita, saling bertemu. Namun, seketika itu pula aku mengalihkan pandanganku darimu, takut jikalau tatapan tadi dapat mengisyaratkan perasaanku kepadamu selama ini. Aku tak tau apa yang harus aku lakukan. Malu, gugup, dan senang berpadu dalam batinku. Dan akhirnya aku putuskan untuk bersikap biasa saja, sikap yang berbanding terbalik dengan isi hatiku.

So now, I have a new project with Dhesi and Nindha. We made such a challenge of making blog header. The header we made must be from our own creation, and no adaption. This challenge isn't intended to prove/find the winner or the best one from us. But, it's just to train our creativity and to spend our spare time. Wanna know the header we made? Just wait till December 20th, 2012 :))

Huaaaa, lagi seneng bgt nih sekarang. Lagi berbunga- bunga :)) Mau tau kenapa? Jadi, tadi malem aku sama Anjela tuh nonton acara Stand Up Comedy di UNY. Selain karena kita emang sering nonton stand up comedy, kita nonton acara ini karena ada salah satu mas panitia yang gantengnya nggak ketulungan.*lebay*

Hey, tomorrow I'll have a mathematics exam. And this night, when I studied, I felt soooo sleepy. But now, after I've finished studying, I feel like..... FRESH and don't feel sleepy at all. Damn, right? -_-

Aaaaa, this night I feel so so happy. My mood is on the top meeeen. Do you know why am I like this? It's because of 'Jalan Jalan Men' \m/ What's that? That's a documentary of Jebraw's trip to find Dinosaur & Love. And It's not just an ordinary documentary. It's the EXTRAORDINARY ONE!!!

You're just nice, too nice

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